Reuben thinks I'm trying to make Babygirl afraid of flying????  What kind of mother would I be if I tried to make my kid afraid of everything I was?  Do you think I want my kid to end up as afraid of everything as I am??  I mean honestly, I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

Just talked to Diane on the phone and she's all pissed off at me.  Ended up hanging up on me (Must run in the family ), because she finally just said "let me ask you a question."  Would you let me take Babygirl to Mass. by mysel?"  It took me all of .2 seconds to say "NO" and then she hung up on me.  I mean come on lady, I wouldn't let my own mother, who I trust with my life to take Babygirl on a plane out of the state.  Diane has to take a Xanax when she flies.  How is she going to take care of Babygirl if she's on a Xanax.  I mean I've taken Xanax before and yeah I can function on 1/2 of one but doesn't mean that I take it when I'm alone with Babygirl "JUST IN CASE", ya know what I mean?

Before Diane hung up on me she said something to the fact that I drove 6 hours with Babygirl in the car to go see my Grandmother.  Fact #1:  We drove to New Jersey for my Aunt's 50th Wedding Anniversary; Fact #2:  My Grandmother was in a nursing home, we stopped by on our way out of town to see her.  I knew that was going to be brought up sooner or later, "how come you get to do what you want to do but Reuben can't, he has just as many rights".  Maybe so but "I don't trust him..PERIOD!!  And I certainly don't trust him after all that shit that he pulled last week.  So she thinks that because I don't trust him that I don't trust her.  Well to some extent that's kind of true, I don't trust a lot of people with my kid, it's just the way that I am.

So now what do I do?  I hate this fighting, it's really starting to wear me down and cause me un-necessary stress and anxiety.